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Psychopath
Affable misanthrope, common narcissist, incorruptibly amoral, aspiring arsonist, friendly neighborhood psychopath.

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Motivation

Posted by Psychopath - July 21st, 2008


Lately I haven't really been motivated enough to actually work. On anything actually... So I've just been a busy-body, sticking my nose where it doesn't belong [Well the FBI shouldn't make their PC's so easily hackible damnit!] but no seriously I've just been reading everybody else's blog and felt that I should update mine. So here we are.

I lack motivation to work and now I'm bored. Worst combination I can think of at the moment cause I'm tired and lazy. So what did I do today? Well basically all I really did was make an anti iPhone video for youtube and an incredibly racist South Park edit.

Also speaking of the South Park edit, I was looking for a site where I could just download my own copy of the infamous Cartman Dance. I ended up finding a website that rips video's right off of youtube. Good enough I suppose.

So obviously I made a couple of those and you know what I noticed? The most popular video's on my channel are furry related. Most notably the Renamon strip tease video

So I suppose that since that's my most, and I mean my MOST famous one to date... or probably ever, I should upload some more. I'm not happy about that. Infact I think that it's very, very, very shamfull. Especially since that's my most famous one!

On a lighter note, I think that someone might be inviting me to participate in one of their movie's as an actor. But they probably just want my music. They're just so vague as to what they want with me. So in my paranoia that this is true, I've now found a reason to exercise. It's not a solid reason, but hopefully that's what it is.

Another note, I have been working, but not consistantly on my Evil Dead project. It's barely complete. No wait scratch that, it's weeks or maybe a couple of month's from completion. I only hope it'll be finished soon.

Also on a lighter note, I fed the beast [my mother] her promised CD, which consists of disco songs. So I wont be barked at for a while.

There's not much else to talk about, beside's my increasingly worse dreams. I dreamt that I was fighting for control over my own reasoning with a demon. It wasn't trying to take my body for it's own, it just fucked up my logic and reasoning. I almost ended up chocking the shit out of my old friend Erick in the dream, but thankfully he addressed me and I regain control over my mind. That's about it for the dream.

So as you can imagine my life is a teeder totter of good and bad things. I have a good day then the next it's fucking awfull.

I guess the dream is symbolic for an eternal struggle of some sort. It's either with my violent desire's or my emotional tendancy's. Or maybe just my life in general. But beside's which I'm pretty much done with this blog and before I take up another 10,000 character's I'm going to go look up that dream.

Cya later.


Comments

good to see ur back again =D

Yupper's.

Penis.

Vegina. Epic fail.

Secks?

Waffle's?

So, are you planning on eventually getting around to makeing some actuall movies?
If you need inspireation I have a fue ideas I think youl like.
good luck.

No I already have a project in the works. If you want more info go to one of my previous posts. Also, no thanks on those ideas, I'm happy to hear suggestions but I'm not desperate.